urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy When you do, those little things you do, thats so you Alice Beth Stankovitch. The II. 2005-10-20T20:03:14Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:80428 2005-10-20T20:03:14Z 2005-10-20T20:03:14Z alice got her permitttt. now who wants to buy me a 2005 mini cooper convertable SE? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:79460 2005-10-14T02:53:01Z 2005-10-14T02:53:37Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/cat/cat3.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> <br> <font size="4">DOES THIS CAT DESERVE TO DIE? </font><br> <br> Heres the deal kids. Ive got a baby female kitten, about 7 weeks old. Was found a stray by our very own Chelsea Gonzalas. Turns out shes infected with <span style="font-style: italic;">Feline FIV</span>, a disease that will allow her to live a perfectly happy, normal, long life. Problem is, she cant be around other cats, because the disease is transferrable and could be fatal to another cat. <br> <br> I have two other cats. <br> <br> This cat is the cutest, sweetest, most lovable kitten you'll ever find. <span style="font-weight: bold;">The disease can NOT be transferred to humans, dogs, or any other animal besides a cat</span>. She MUST be an indoors cat.<br> <br> <font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: underline;">SHE DESPERTLEY NEEDS A HOME. IF SHE CAN NOT FIND A HOME WITHEN THE NEXT TWO WEEKS SHE WILL BE KILLED. </span><br> </font><br> She is up to date on all her shots, cat-box trained, VERY lovable, and gets along great with other animals (her and my dog cuddle with each other). <br> <br> IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS INTERESTED IN OWNING THIS CAT, OR EVEN PROVIDING A TEMPORARY HOME UNTIL A PERMENENT OWNER IS FOUND, PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP. <br> 954-562-9723 <br> FIREARMROMANCE@HOTMAIL.COM <br> SCREENNAME= SHUTUPALICE7. <br> <a name="cutid1"></a> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/cat/cat1.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/cat/cat5.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/cat/cat2.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/cat/cat1.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/cat/cat7.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/cat/cat6.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/cat/cat4.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:76334 2005-09-12T23:18:12Z 2005-09-12T23:18:12Z <font size="7">I AM HAVING A BAD DAY.</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:75884 2005-09-06T00:54:28Z 2005-09-06T01:25:28Z Alright everybody, listen up. Ive got a big lesson for all of you, so lean in close and open your mind:<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />Sometimes I wonder how this planet keeps sticking to my feet. I walk through the halls of school, or even open up my friends page, and just see everybodys constant complaints and whining. Im so far away from these people now, they dont even see me. I know, I know, im just a big hypocrite right? That was me, two, three months ago? Right? <br /><br />Well heres a secret:<br /><br />I've moved on. <br /><br />Ive realized that you cant depend on other people to make you happy. Your happiness has to be something that comes from inside of YOU, not that somebody else puts there temporairly. <br /><br />Somebody making you misreable? Get rid of them. Thats not to say that you should throw someone worthwhile away because theres a few holes in their aura, but if you find yourself thinking things such as "I cant live without them" or "Theyre the only thing that makes me happy", then you need to chuck em. This is YOUR life, why should you depend on someone else to make you happy? Its not THEIR responsibility, and YOU are the one that suffers in the end if they screw up. Why bother?<br /><br />YOU are beautiful. Everybody is. I dont care who you are or what your life is like right now, each and everyone of us is lucky to be alive. Life is this awesome thing we've been given. Thats right, it was GIVEN to us. What have you done to earn YOUR life? Nothing. Prove your life is worth living, be happy.<br /><br />This is when people start posting their mean and sarcastic comments. What do I know about anything, right? I'm just some dumb kid whos having a good week. This time next month I'll be suicidal, right? <br /><br />Nope. <br /><br />Ive been through it. Whatever 'tragedy' your going through right now, Ive probably already done it. Death, abuse, love, hate, betryal, whatever. Im okay. Are you?<br /><br />According to my friends count, there are at least 80 people reading this right now. Im willing to bet half of you are sitting there, misreable, hating your life over one reason or another.<br /><br />Move on! Get up! Out of your chair! Put on some music and dance naked!! Thats what I do if im ever in a lousy mood. Dont go looking for sad emo lyrics that fit your situation, put on some happy music, take your clothes off, and dance around your room like an idiot. Then try and tell me you dont feel better. I suggest Brat Pack by The Rocket Summer. It makes me happy.<br /><br /><br />You are beautiful. Ive said it before. YOU are beautiful and fun and interesting and powerful, and YOU are responsible for your own happiness. YOU and only you have the ability to make your life the best it can be or the worst. Dont like your friends? Make new ones! Its not that hard, dont be afraid to walk up to a completley random person and be their friend. I do it all the time. Dont worry about being cool, looking like an idiot, being embarrased yada yada. What person doesnt like being treated nice by a complete stranger? If they do, theyre an idiot, move on. You'll come across idiots in your life, dont even worry about them. Its them who go home, take egotistical pictures of themself, and post them on myspace, hoping for new friends requests. Not the kind of person I like hanging out with.<br /><br />Everybodys probably rolling their eyes at this whole thing right now, but I dont care. You'll all realize this yourself one day, I'm just trying to save you the trouble.<br /><br /> Im happy, are you?<br /><br />Whens it gonna be YOUR turn?<br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:75082 2005-09-03T15:02:20Z 2005-09-03T15:02:20Z last night was cool, i hung out with ryan butler and his friend steve. they dragged me to the gym hahah it wouldve been boring but there were lots of cute buff guys with no shirts =]. so needless to say i coped. hahah i met a pretty cool kid, were supposed to hang out laterrrrr we'll see what happens.<br /><br />after that me n butler just hung out at his house and applied face masks and talked and complained and made fun of people. it was nice, just like old times =]. i didnt realize how much i missed the old ryan, hopefully hes back for good now. he even walked me home with his dog like the olden days hahah. then sal questioned my motives with ryan, just like old days. LOL.<br /><br />bri finally got hers done. THE TITTY TRIO IS COMPLETE.<br /><br />not sure what im doing todayyy, maybe sleeping at kimmiessss and getting my innocence abolished LOL.<br />hope every had a good friday =]<br /><br /><br />YOUANDIARELIKEWHENFIREANDTHEOCEANFLOORCOLLIDE. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:69730 2005-08-14T05:32:16Z 2005-08-14T05:32:16Z <font style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);" size="6">STOP SMOTHERING ME.</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:48970 2005-03-15T02:40:23Z 2005-03-15T23:45:43Z baby grind on meee <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v216/firearmromance/friendsonly.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />actually, dont comment, cause im never gonna check back at this page. just im me:shutupalice7<br /><br />p.s if your already added you still are so dont botherrrr urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:48258 2005-03-11T00:45:26Z 2005-03-11T00:45:26Z dont apoligize i hope you choke and die you dont know how sick you make me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:48044 2005-03-10T02:48:06Z 2005-03-10T02:51:43Z <small>Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?<br />Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?<br />Remember, cause that's all you can do<br />We'll never make another memory<br />We'll never make another memory<br />I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together<br />So I wouldn't have to wake without you today<br />This time I thought things were real<br />You said they were<br />What happened?<br />You were a priority<br />Was I an option?<br />I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone<br />Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled<br />Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart<br />I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough<br />So, we'll go our own ways<br />And hopefully you'll remember these things I've told you<br />Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity<br />A broken heart is not what I wanted from this<br />But I guess I've learned from it<br />But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?<br />I don't consider this a mistake<br />I just wish the story didn't end this way<br />Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it<br />Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?<br />Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:47501 2005-03-05T16:38:39Z 2005-03-05T16:38:39Z r.i.p jeanie o'hara. you were an awesome girl. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:46575 2005-02-23T21:31:44Z 2005-02-25T14:30:11Z incubus <small>You could see me reaching<br />So why couldn't you have<br />Met me halfway?<br />You could see me bleeding<br />But you could not put<br />Pressure on the wound<br />You only think about yourself<br />You only think about yourself<br />You'd better bend before I go<br />On the first train to Mexico<br /><br />You could see me breathing<br />But you still kept<br />Your hand over my mouth<br />You could feel me seething<br />But you just turned<br />Your nose up in the air<br /><br />You only think about yourself<br />You only think about yourself<br />You'd better bend before I go<br />On the first train to Mexico...</small><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />im leaving lj for awhile. later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:45829 2005-02-15T03:31:37Z 2005-02-15T03:31:37Z plans for revenge<33333333333 <small>here's to the sky of moon and stars you loved so much in the winter<br />if I could only take them down and put them in your hands for you to see.</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:45679 2005-02-13T17:01:20Z 2005-02-13T17:01:20Z saturday= cool.<br /><br />rachel came over and cleaned my floor for me like the nigger slave she is. <br /><br />went to butlers... kimmie and kerry were there hung out with them for awhile and talked shit ahhaha. <br /><br />kerry showed me this video of somebody having sex with a horse it was just ew. <br /><br />then me n rachel hijacked her moms car just like tommy vercetti haha and drove to pick up juliet and mike... <br /><br />went to kfc and atttttte popcorn chicken is the best invention known to mankinddd. i gave my chicken leftovers to this homeless hatian guy on the streets it was crazy. <br /><br />went to chocolate moose and watched eric clapton sing on his banjo ahaha<br /><br />i almost unhinged mikes head with the car door ahahha i felt so bad<br /><br />went to rachels, watched troy....AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO NOTICED THAT CHRISTINAS BOYFRIEND IS WHITE??? ahahha mr rogers wtf. juliet slept over it was cool.<br /><br />i hope i get to see sal on valentines day :(. the doctors said he's gonna live but they have to give his kidney time to recooperate or it could collapse. i swear im gonna find that nigger who stabbed him and fucking kick his ass. fucking gay who brings a knife to a fist fight? gayyyyyyyy<br /><br />ok well im outttt this has been a pretty fun weekend i dunno about today though sundays are usually boring...bye<br /><br />tommorow my moms having the surgery...i hope she turns out ok &gt;. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:45557 2005-02-12T03:29:44Z 2005-02-12T03:29:44Z iris hmm well half of tonight was really really fun while the other half was really really gay.<br /><br />came home, got sold out by juliet (haha actually i sold her out but ssshh!) and blah. got a call from sal, hes in the hospital, that really brightened my day. later went out with brandon kaitlin and thier friend robbie, it was pretty fun we just drove around all night, played wack-a-mole at kabooms haha i am the god of the moles (that sounds so gross lmfao). i almost crashed robbies car into a wall because im too short to reach the pedels ahahah sorry about that roberto. anyway got back my mom was all in hysterics it was really really gay. shes really sick and the doctors dont know if shes gonna be ok or not. she was all having a breakdown and shit it was gayyy i hate seeing my mom cry. so i spent the rest of the night taking care of her. god i hope shes ok i dunno what id do if she died..theres no way i could live alone with my dad. so yea anyway im pretty fucking scared. i hope sal can come back soon..i dunno how long their keeping him in there.<br /><br />well for those too lazy to read my paragraph here it is in short form, the plus and minuses of my night.<br /><br /><br />- i almost crashed robbies new car<br />+ i got to almost-crash robbies new car<br />+ i had fun hanging out w/ brandon katie and roberto<br />+ i am the wack-a-mole god.<br />+ a lady with no left arm yelled at me<br />- i think ryan, brian, and sal were right (for once)<br />- sals in the hospital<br />- my mom might die.<br /><br />ok well im done for now. theres no way im gonna be able to sleep tonight but w/e.<br />anyone wanna do anything this weekend just callo. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:45286 2005-02-10T04:24:03Z 2005-02-10T04:24:03Z eh. updating..i dont update much anymore. im probably gonna leave lj soon..i dunno, we'll see.<br /><br />lifes been fun lately, as life usually is. people seem to leave my life as quickly as they enter, which sucks in some ways but really its ok because new people enter as soon as old people leave. so im never really alone. ive realized theres really no point in holding grudges over the people that have left, our time is done together and thats that. people seem to complain a lot about how their friends 'change', but i dont really see why...change is inescapable...are people really expected to be the same when there 15 as they are when there 26? thats why new cycles of friends are good, as you change, you find new people that are in tune with you. <br /><br />"changing", contrary to popular belief, is not a form of selling out. when you change your underwear, are you selling out the underwear you were wearing before? nope. the underwear just goes into the hamper for awhile until you are both ready to hang out together again. <br /><br />unless of course your jared and you dont change your underwear. <br /><br />LOL. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:44953 2005-02-07T23:45:14Z 2005-02-08T00:08:47Z <img src="http://www.pheterson.com/upload/HAHAHAHAHAHA.jpg"> <br /><br />ahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahaa urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:44636 2005-02-01T04:06:34Z 2005-02-01T04:06:34Z im updating. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:44442 2005-01-24T21:58:20Z 2005-01-24T21:58:20Z life aint easy kiddo this weekend was cool PUBLIX RUN aha yea. went to las olas and watched movies with sal then hung out with billy for a lot of it it was funn :)i love sal a LOT i feel sorry for whoever doesnt have somebody like him in their life hmm this is gonna be a longgggggggggg week i can tell :( haha today i saw the CRAZIEST abs on mr. ladontae haha he has a 40 pack 40 PACKS hey i miss ryan butler and the long fun talks we used to have on the phone about grammar and muscular definitions :(. those were fun times back then but i guess theyre gone for good now. oh wellllll. this weekend i think im hanging out with cool kid rick :D cant waittt. hopefully ill get to see billy saturday thatll be fun :)ahaha. right now im talking to jeff i havent chatted him up in a longggg time well im off oh yea 82 PERCENT IN SCIENCE YESSSSSSS maybe ill actually do good this quarter thatd be RADICAL lmfao ok bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:44176 2005-01-23T05:01:16Z 2005-01-23T05:01:16Z beach place = &lt;3333333333333 !! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:43901 2005-01-19T21:36:22Z 2005-01-19T21:36:22Z Here. A little sympathy <br />for you to waste on me<br />I know we're faking it but that's okay<br />And I don't want to drag it out<br />Don't want to bring you down<br />I never wanted it to be this way<br /><br />Even if I wanted to<br />I don't think i could give to you<br />There's nothing I can say or do to you to make you feel alive again<br /><br />Here. A little jealousy<br />I hope you think of me<br />Hope you wonder where I sleep at night<br />Cause I feel like I'm inside out<br />You got me upside down<br />Maybe you were holding on too tight<br /><br />Even if I wanted to<br />I don't think that I'd get to you<br />There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again<br /><br />So don't just say goodbye to me<br />Just turn your back away and leave<br />And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend<br /><br />The two of us we dream like one<br />The two of us, the two of us<br />The two of us take breath like one<br />The two of us, the two of us....... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:43663 2005-01-19T00:42:58Z 2005-01-19T00:42:58Z THERES NO SETBACK THAT CAN SET ME BACK normal moms pack their kids LUNCHES when they go to school. my mom? noooo. she packs me the portable house phone.<br /><br /><br />ahah so today was cool one of those better days =) first period me jen n lindsey discovered my house phone in my bag i have no idea why or how but it was there aha then stefanie called in a bomb threat and we all had to cross the street to foxtrail for a lil and i walked away from my SAFETY ZONED GROUP to talk to stef and they sent out a search for me lmgdffao it was the best ms quinn was all madd ahah and said i was getting 3 days IS which is funny and i wish WOULDVE happened cause i &lt;3 mr taylor but gay bitch changed her mind aw man hmm oh yea RYE BREAD IS BACK from his suspension thingy im excited :D i love my little gills haha but yea the day was overall fun and im in a good mood. <br />except i have to study for the science test and i know im gonna fail anyway . oh wellll.<br /><br /> &lt;33alice<br /><br />p.s i cut my hair...AGAIN<br /><br />p.p.s i have a stalker that makes sock puppets of me wtf? ahahha <br /><br />p.p.p.s i miss salvacore :(<br /><br />p.p.p.p.s and billy :(<br /><br />p.p.p.p.p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIET. i didnt get you anything cause i have no money but i will soon i promise.<br /><br /><br />ok thats all I SWEAR bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:43414 2005-01-17T19:29:19Z 2005-01-17T19:29:19Z i hope you never forget the tapping at your window . you seemed like such a big part of my life and my heart but the truth is i found someone new and he easily towers over you... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:43198 2005-01-17T06:38:37Z 2005-01-17T06:38:37Z saying goodbye can be pretty fuckin hard.<br /><br />take care alex... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:42962 2005-01-16T04:18:22Z 2005-01-16T04:18:22Z aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh ha well this weekends cool so far friday = mall with sal, it was fun saw sarah dallas brook stephanie b.i n kimmie and i saw RICK !!! haha i was like ahh i missed that kid!! saturday=hung out with sal ji n butler for a lil then went to the mall with rick then drove around went to charhut and smokedd xcore then basically stumbled around the plaza for the end of the night rick= monkey man ahahaa he climbs gates to get into the junglebook ahahaha lmgffao then just drove around CRASHED INTO A DUMPTRUNK HAHAHHAHA ok now i just got home and im gonna go take a bath :)<br /><br />tommorow is beach i tihnk with mike and sal and juliet n whoever else comes alongthe road ahaha ok bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:subtle_tragedy:42563 2005-01-13T04:45:56Z 2005-01-13T04:45:56Z i love him.